Day 1

I'm already doubting myself, and we haven't even started yet. I know there's no way I'll ever make anything truly great, but does that mean I shouldn't even try?

Is "edge" all I'm capable of or is the "meaning" behind it good enough?

I just need to keep trying. If I just keep going, then I can never fail... right?

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