In my heart I have a rose

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I was too weak to make contact, yet again, but I've finally been able to pull something back from the Otherworld - or rather, my memory has stayed strong enough this time that I was able to make some sketches of the things I saw there, and even recreate some of the sounds I heard there. When I make myself known to the other half... the "ARC"... I will use these sounds to make my message more appealing. A siren song to lead someone.... anyone.... here. And regarding the sketches, I have made a home for them at  https://creaturesoftheotherworld.tumblr.com/ My memory is unreliable, and my drawing is awful, but I need to get these demons out of my head, and releasing them there seemed like the safest option. I'll start write ups of some of the more important things I sketch, which will be posted here probably. This blog is far too long. As if anyone would read this far. What the hell am I even doing?

щоб знайти місця, де я сплю, я даю тобі свою душу Приєднуйтесь до ковчегу сьогодні і сподівайтеся, що, заглибившись у мою найтемнішу душу, ви просвітите власну

I couldn't bring myself to do it. I need to work in the background a little more before I start stitching these pieces together. I think I might make another attempt tonight. In other news I found some references to the Otherworld in this thing I made last summer. It has to be connected somehow.

I'm already doubting myself, and we haven't even started yet. I know there's no way I'll ever make anything truly great, but does that mean I shouldn't even try? Is "edge" all I'm capable of or is the "meaning" behind it good enough? I just need to keep trying. If I just keep going, then I can never fail... right?

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and each day it grows and grows I will try anything to touch your soul I swear to god it's not for show I need your help to fill the hole And the void inside that will not go For in my head, I have a dream One to make you laugh and scream But I have hope that my core is not Wicked and succumbed to rot I promise my best, I promise a lot Here, aboard the ARK of Scott Until I make something good enough I'll work until my fingers bleed And though the struggle may be tough It's the only way I'll get what I need